Улыбаюсь не любя [Ulybayusʹ ne lyubya] [English translation]

I already forgot what feelings look like

What does the one that killed me look like, God be with her

I already forgot and the world became dim

It's morning on the balcony but I'm into sad things

In the evening home with a lady like I am a winner

I know that later, I'm a constant spectator, not a sinner

Pinch me, wake me up, I must be dreaming

The same night without colourful events I'm seeing

Every day, every night

I repeat - tomorrow will be all right, yeah …

But life is blaming me for sins

Into the circle drags me in

Morning again, again on the balcony

I smoke my first cigarette

Kiss again, again good morning, yeah …

I smile without love for my regret

It’s my life, it’s my life

There are not colours you like

It’s my life, it’s my life

Yeah, my feelings are left behind

It’s my life, it’s my life

There are not colours you like

It’s my life, it’s my life

Yeah, my feelings are left behind

Money appeared but the hope was gone

Once upon a time I was glad that my clothes were not torn

I lived happily, though I did not spend without a reason

Smiles, emotions didn't keep me waiting

On the phone in the afternoon, at home with a lady in the evening

The same movie is shown all the time on the TV screen

All this is not mine … tomorrow I will regret my sins

But life pulls me in a circle, it's a pity that it beckons

I'm sorry, you hear, I'm sorry, hey

That I lay up all night with the next one

Out of boredom, I run away

From myself I was on the run

Morning again, again on the balcony

I smoke my first cigarette

Kiss again, again good morning, yeah …

I smile without love for my regret

It’s my life, it’s my life

There are not colours you like

It’s my life, it’s my life

Yeah, my feelings are left behind

It’s my life, it’s my life

There are not colours you like

It’s my life, it’s my life

Yeah, my feelings are left behind

P.

• Artist:JANAGA