Ненавижу [Nenavizhu] [English translation]

This is Ivan...

Hush-hush!

This is Ivan....

It was a normal day, not a spring one for sure

I clearly remember you were on your own

Delivering letters and I got addicted.

Cigarette ash and a lonely park

101 pieces of advice how to make the first move

I'm biting my nails to shreds but I feel shy to come up to you

Chorus:

I hate, hate myself

Because all my friends know

That if I confess my love to you and you don't say Yes

I'll feel ashamed, feel ashamed

The days are getting shorter, I don't feel like waiting

I save myself from loneliness

I'm so earnestly longing for your glance which is at letters

Once again I complain to myself about my guts

No money on me and I bought perfume

Despite pretty clouds you'll be tantalised by a scent.

Chorus:

I hate, hate myself

Because all my friends know

That if I confess my love to you and you don't say Yes

I'll feel ashamed, feel ashamed

You were so delicate while crossing my yard

I tried to start a conversation against all suggestions plan

And failed but you understood everything all right

You'll say I'll feel ashamed

I'll feel ashamed

You'll say I'll feel ashamed

I'll feel ashamed

Chorus:

I hate, hate myself

Because all my friends know

That if I confess my love to you and you don't say Yes

I'll feel ashamed, feel ashamed

I hate, hate myself

Because all my friends know

That if I confess my love to you and you don't say Yes

I'll feel ashamed, feel ashamed

Yes, I'll feel ashamed, ashamed, ashamed

To come up, up, up to you.

• Artist:Ivan Dorn