Acrilic on canvas [English translation]
Acrilic on canvas [English translation]
It’s saudade* then.
And once more
From you I made the most perfect drawer ever made:
The sketches I copied from what didn’t happened
The collors I chose between the paints that I invented
I mixed them with the promise that we two never made
Of one day being three
I worked with you in light and shadow
It was always, I didn’t mean it.
I swear I never wanted to make to sad.
Always the same apologies
And apologies not always that sincere -
Almost never are.
I prepared my canvas
With pieces of sheets we didn’t get to mess
The frame I did with wood
From your bedroom’s window
From your house’s gate
I made a palette and an easel
And from the tears that didn’t played with you
I distilled the linseed oil
And from your bed I ripped pieces
That I carved in different-sized stylets
I made, then, paint-brushes with your hair
I made coal from the the lipstick I stole from you
And with it I traced two escape dots
And scribbled my horizon
And it was always, I didn’t mean it
I swear I didn’t mean it.
I didn’t want to hurt you
I swear it will never happen once more.
And it was always, always the same again –
The same treason.
Sometimes it’s hard to forget
"I’m sorry, she doesn’t live here anymore."
But then why do I pretend
To believe in what I make up ?
None of this happened
It wasn’t this way
Nobody suffered
It’s just you that causes this empty saudade*
Trying to paint this flowers whose names are
“perfect-love”**
and “Forget-me-not”.
*the feeling of missing someone or something (a only-portuguese-word)
**viola-tricolor
- Artist:Legião Urbana
- Album:Dois