En osaa [English translation]

So many times I have betrayed myself

Pretended that I am somebody else

Why someone doesn't come

and save me from the troubles, help me to find the right way

Keep me from drowning in insanity, in wickedness

I stumble to the bottom, I sink, I get soaked

And when I step back I see the light, is there anyone

left who could forgive my smallness

Maybe I could find my new self

or maybe not, anyway-ay-ay-ay...

(refrain:)

I can't be anything else

doesn't matter how hard I try, I can't force myself

I can't change into anything else

Even though I want it so much I don't have any strenght (2x)

I guess I have to live with this

who is looking me back from the mirror, is messed up

Lost, tired, think about what I have done

I have too many flaws

Why I can't see the good sides anymore

I'm scared, I remember the back I was staring at

when I brought up the truth

Whose fault it is, that can't accept

anything but the lies, ugly is beauty when you can hide it

throw it in the corner

Right is worthless-less-less...

(refrain)

Could we pretend for a while that I too would be innocent, all clean

And blameless, that I would have never been so impudent on purpose

I try to close my eyes, keep on walking without glancing around me

And behind me, I'd like to forget, this road only leads down

Secretly I store the past, hide it and polish my image

How could I erase the memories...

(refrain)

I can't

I'm too tired

• Artist:Mariska
• Album:Memento mori