Vapaa [English translation]

I'm fed up with those

Powers which are controlling my life,

Which take along and make fall in love with them.

I don't know whether it's bad

That I did not accept to die on my standing feet,

Since that's how it would have end up if I stuck on yesterday.

There was some being keeping me,

It was so awefully strong

And it did not want to let me go.

Almost like flesh and blood,

A bigger mountain and sea,

That's what dimensions it grew to in my head.

(Refrain:)

I don't expect any surprise,

I don't hold my breath.

I want to leave all that behind,

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

I'm not any courageous,

And immortal much less,

But one thing I know for sure, it is

What my heart has known so long, that.

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

I'm not going to be afraid,

Even if I'm afraid it doesn't depend on me,

But I rather think human soul takes over it.

I'm going to let it die,

It's time to let it no room to breathe anymore.

I don't have, I don't have to owe to it anything more.

I will build my home alone,

I will whiten my name alone,

And I will force myself to keep me up.

I'm not that miserable rag

Which heart has been sucked until it's dry,

I won't build a room for it in my house.

(Refrain:)

I don't expect any surprise,

I don't hold my breath.

I want to leave all that behind,

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

I'm not any courageous,

And immortal much less,

But one thing I know for sure, it is

What my heart has known so long, that.

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

I chose to run,

Because I thought that I couldn't anything else.

I don't recognize myself anymore being such,

That human being has gone as a being of the past.

(Refrain:)

I don't expect any surprise,

I don't hold my breath.

I want to leave all that behind,

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

I'm not any courageous,

And immortal much less,

But one thing I know for sure, it is

What my heart has known so long, that.

This escape of mine has been run to its end.

• Artist:Kaija Koo
• Album:Irti