Silent Jealousy [English translation]

I'm looking for you

Trying to reach your roses

Carried away by the time

One of my eyes blinded by the madness of silence

You've gone away

From the stage

Leaving no words

There's just fake tears left

Searching for a bouquet of roses and fake pearls

I'm blind insane

In the red of silence

Now I've lost your love

A puppet fed by the illusion of love

Get me on my feet

Get me back to myself

Pretend you love me

Stare at me, stained deep red to my fingertips

I can't stand this serenade of loneliness any more

Cast into a sea of pretence

Even if I wake up from my dreams

Holding on to a bloodied angel, I can not stop

Silent Jealousy

Don't you leave me alone

Disturbed by sorrow

Showing off a love long-lost

In an endless cycle of solitude

Tell me true, wherever I go

I can learn to love suffering

I still want your love, stop this love

Erase all those memories of madness

"I just wanted to stay with you

I just wanted to feel your breath of grace

I didn't know what to do

I couldn't say anything

When consciousness returned

Everything had been washed away

by the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away

I can't stop loving you

Stop my tears

Stop my loving

Kill my memories"

You dyed my heart in blood

No way to kill my sadness

Kill me before you leave

The eyes of this insane love

Cannot see any more

Even now, I miss you

Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy, falling into a dream

Holding on to a memory

Stay in yesterday, stop the passing of time

Erase this never ending solitude

Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy

Don't you leave me alone

Disturbed by sorrow

Kill me, Love

• Artist:X Japan
• Album:Jealousy (1991)