восемь [vosem'] [English translation]

[Verse 1]

In my house - it’s cold and dark

In my head - it’s emptiness and gloom

I don’t feel anything

At all

And I am just waiting for some sign

All my songs are not about the right things

All my thoughts are like a black smoke

Behind the wall everything is fine by my neighbors

They don’t care that there is dust in their eyes.

I will be always honest and sincere

And probably this is my curse.

I would like to be different

But that star will never light up in me.

I am growing older

Faster and faster

I am fitting in with people less and less

I am so worried about

Tomorrow

But I believe that tomorrow I will become stronger.

[Chorus]

Don’t try to talk to me

- I hate it so much

Take away my life,

Just leave me a piece of summer.

I will not change anything, I am not a teenager anymore.

Mother, please explain, what for have I become an adult?

Don’t try to talk to me

- I hate it so much

Take away my life,

Just leave me a piece of summer.

I will not change anything, I am not a teenager anymore.

Mother, please explain, what for have I become a grown up?

[Verse 2]

The contradictory things

Inside me

Are causing problems and thought about

Why I have become like this.

Why is there such a mess inside me?

Grey colors,

City noise

Are always causing depression in me.

And nobody will save me from here

Cause that was my own self who’s got me into this.

I’m so tired of searching for my true self

Maybe it’s better

To remain a nobody

And fall asleep each night

With a thought that I’ve lost another day.

What will I become in a few years?

Probably I will not change

I will write about it for sure,

Another song about my sadness.

[Chorus]

Don’t try to talk to me

- I hate it so much

Take away my life,

Just leave me a piece of summer.

I will not change anything, I am not a teenager anymore.

Mother, please explain, what for have I become an adult?

Don’t try to talk to me

- I hate it so much

Take away my life,

Just leave me a piece of summer.

I will not change anything, I am not a teenager anymore.

Mother, please explain, what for have I become a grown up?

Don’t try to talk to me

- I hate it so much

Take away my life,

Just leave me a piece of summer.

I will not change anything, I am not a teenager anymore.

Mother, please explain, what for have I become a grown up?

• Artist:ssshhhiiittt!
• Album:Я Так Ненавижу Это