チューリップ [Tulip] [English translation]

I, who was dyed to the core.

I can't change my color anymore.

I, who told stories,

taking the run-up route to an afterword.

You, who untangled everything.

Your empathy waxed and waned.

Is it just going to end like this?

At this prosaic turning point.

I don't need an award for excellence.

The color of the parting gift you gave me, as you fade into the past, grows vivid.

It's wildly painful.

Saying goodbye won't do anything,

so at least keep me cold.

The night you cut through was just a bit too large.

The whole time I knew about the state of affairs,

but I still held out for a sliver of light.

It's because I'm an idiot,

but I want to keep hoping.

You, who changed your color.

You looked at me, who had fallen apart.

It looked like you had withdrawn the hand that you

held out to me.

Feeling encouraged even by times you were trapped in melancholy.

That was how it stuck in your memory.

It hurts.

It hurts.

No matter how much I wail that this can't be the end,

you shake your head from side to side.

The light that grew cold,

it's awfully pale.

I tried to open my mouth and say that

this has to become the past, I don't care if I'm the second one, but

the doors you close can't be opened again.

The scent of tulips fading into a broken night fills up my dreams and brings me to tears.

There's nothing I can do anymore.

I can only grab at your sleeve.

Saying goodbye won't do anything,

so at least keep me cold.

The night you cut through was just a bit too large.

The two of us, who were so red, will end today.

I've become the color you want me to be, blending into the snow.

Ah, it's so cold.

• Artist:Indigo la End
• Album:(チューリップ) Tulip (2020)