Jos mä oon oikee [English translation]

I'm renting my own body

Paying the rent by food

Paint is falling off, walls are cracking

Who will fix?

When they ask me at the streets

What is this year I'm not sure

Ask from those who know

Where do they come from

If I'm real

Then why are people walking through me on the street

If I'm real

Then why don't I remember even my own name

I guess I'm breathing

Yeah

I'm speaking even though I don't know the words

My mother language sounds Hebrew in my ears

I wake up in the evening, fall asleep in the morning

I'm living in a dream awake

Subway is full of people and I'm still alone

Even if I'm holding their hands they're still looking through me

Ghosts don't exist

Why?

If I'm real

Then why are people walking through me on the street

If I'm real

Then why don't I remember even my own name

I guess I'm breathing

Yeah

If I'm real

Then why the mirror isn't reflecting me anymore

If I'm real

Then why don't I remember even my own name

I guess I'm breathing

Yeah

Railway station on a monday rush

Everybody seems so busy and rushing with a direction

I'm standing inside but I'm still outside

If I'm already home how can I miss home?

What does it mean if you don't belong into the story

If you blow onto a window but it won't steam up

Is this city full of living departed

Or am I looking from the other side of picture line

If I'm real

Then why are people walking through me on the street

If I'm real

Then why don't I remember even my own name

I guess I'm breathing

Yeah

If I'm real

Then why the mirror isn't reflecting me anymore

If I'm real

Then why don't I remember even my own name

I guess I'm breathing

Yeah

• Artist:SANNI