Drugs lyrics

'Cause I had the best of the worst sides

And I had these lungs, oh

And I had too many flashbacks

That I just let them burn

Till my chest is on fire

And my head just won't die

I guess I'm lying cause I wanna

I guess I'm lying cause I don't

'Cause I just feel so tired

Like it's move or slowly die

So you ain't you when you're like this

This ain't you and you know it

But ain't that just the point ?

And you don't know how to let go

Who said this must be all or nothing

But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know

No , I can't tell you nothing

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes

But still, I could always be whatever you wanted

But not what you needed especially when you been needing me

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes

And I'll say what I don't mean

Just cause I wanted it or maybe I need it

Swear lying's the only rush I need , yeah

'Cause all I needed was some words to say

That all these feelings don't mean shit to me

'Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah

And I got too many routes to take to make

This all just go away and find another heart to break

So heartless with these words I say

Just saying what I'm supposed to say

'Cause I had nothing for you

I can't love when I can't even love myself

Things I would rather be

Thoughts at the back of my head

But I'm addicted to hurting

And I got these lungs, yeah

And I spent too many late nights

Just thinking a hole in earth

Till the sky is on fire

And my head still won't die

I guess I'm lying cause I wanna

I guess I'm lying cause I don't

'Cause I just feel so tired

Like I need something to come alive

She said "You ain't when you're like this"

"This ain't you , what've you done?"

And I said "That's the point"

And you don't know how to let go

Who said this must be all or nothing

But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know

No, I can't tell you nothing

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes

But still, I could always be whatever you wanted

But not what you needed

Especially when you been needing me

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes

And I'll say what I don't mean

Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it

Swear lying's the only rush i need, yeah

• Artist:EDEN
• Album:I think you think too much of me (2016)