Amore Infelice [English translation]

Let me start by explaining it, let me tell you

All the shit we had together started as something which couldn't be conquered

Beautiful and innocent, but it ended up as something evil and pathetic

Jealousy, drama on top of drama, I'd never fucking wish

For my life to end up with all this shit, but here I am

On the TV tower at the last step, and I'm laughing, but I'm so embarrassed

That I wasted all of my time, because you could have been pregnant

With out child some day, but you chose to fuck off and leave me

I didn't look around until it was all over

I could scream with the last of my life on a bicycle path

But what can I do? You're your own master

Abandoned by everything, so it can't get much worse

No cash, no woman, nothing

Without a bed, it's convenient with a box as a home

I've got an umbrella to take shelter if a rain shower appears

Then that I can sit there and dream of summer peace

Some people said that you can't sleep in the city

But give my a roof over my head and I can sleep once more

With a cover without waking up and being sick

In my soul, in my head, and my body is heavier than lead

Looking up at the apartment we had

Where I was gathering stuff for our nest

Like a jay, now I'm the sinner of the streets

That's what I deserve, there's a reason she left

Far too many fights, far too much bullshit

Too many things I said but never did

Too many things I did but shouldn't have

But who knows, some day they'll see me

Try hanging yourself, then you'll know what I'm talking about

I'd wish you were here now, then you could feel for me

I'd take your hand so that I could die with you

'Cause everything's disappearing around me, becoming memories

I'd take your hand - life will never come back

I'd wish you were here now, then you could feel for me

I'd take your hand so that I could die with you

'Cause everything's disappearing around me, becoming memories

I'd take your hand - life will never come back

The last grain of sand in the hourglass on its way to the bottom

Both standing with bloodshot eyes, a bitter taste in our mouths

Everything we promised one another over time is now but a father's trust

A permeated fire raging at a devilish speed

My mere existence is in no way worth defending

A fucking nuisance who they wait for to shoot himself

But the devil is tricking me, not even he wants to be my friend

Left to my on devices, now my own prison is being filled with bad memories alone

I don't have energy to avoid it

Choosing to deny it, bloodshot eyes

A deluge of lies, creating unreal emotions

Solving conflicts with the smoke, scheming how to erase it

But hesitant to forget it, slobby people

Arose in the attempt, and born to skim

The reality which I don't know if it's real

The hate which has left its marks, my psyche about to crack

In the morning, I don't remember what I did the night before

Applying the bandage before I'm injured, letting the lies escalate

Running into old friends who reckon I'm not worth the trouble

A dumb bastard bundled with low self-esteem

And they back off as they point their fingers at me

Crying on the inside for faces, painting pictures of you

I'd wish you were here now, then you could feel for me

I'd take your hand so that I could die with you

'Cause everything's disappearing around me, becoming memories

I'd take your hand - life will never come back

I'd wish you were here now, then you could feel for me

I'd take your hand so that I could die with you

'Cause everything's disappearing around me, becoming memories

I'd take your hand - life will never come back

• Artist:Suspekt
• Album:Prima Nocte