La fine [English translation]

I give my apologies to whom I've betrayed but I screw every enemy

That I win or I lose its the same shit

And it doesnt matter how many people I've met and then I've known,

This life has conquer me and I've conquer it

"This Life" my mother said "goes ahead, my son,

This life doesn't look at the eye, but at the end it spits you in the face"

I wipe it, for it is enough with my jacket' sleeve

And when someone steps on you, you got to attack them first

But I haven't done it, I've always just taken it

And always pissed off, until I'm out of breath

The end will arrive, but it wont be the end

And like every time, i have to wait and to look to a thousand files

With your number in my hand and a foreground over you

Like a beautiful movie that unfortunately no one will watch

I dont know who they are but I'm afraid of discover it

I look my face in the mirror but I wouldnt know how to draw it

While I talk to you, I talk always of this same life of mine

I can't tell it and to recall it tires me until death

I wish it was today, and in a minute it would be tomorrow

To start it all over again, to mess up all my plans

Because all would be better and I would do better

Like a beautiful movie that leaves everyone speachless (twice)

It doesnt seems real and I havent looked real

Easily done, bittersweet, like the past

All this has changed me

Maybe my best years have been stolen

From my paranoia and from a thousand other mistakes

Im strange, I know it and I have more than one fault

But someone up there looked at me and said

"Ill save you this time, like the last time"

There so many things I would like to do but I stand still

I watch life pass through pictures and another winter has arrived

I never change this, never, and I wreck everything, always

If I have disapointed you, to give you my apologies wont do.

I wish it was today, and in a minute it would be tomorrow

To start it all over again, to mess up all my plans

Because it would be better and I would do better

Like a beautiful movie that leaves everyone speachless (twice)

• Artist:Nesli
• Album:Fragile - Nesliving Vol. 2