Going On, Going On lyrics
Going On, Going On lyrics
Awakened by the numbness
In a murky cloud of anesthesia
Where painkillers have slowed
Responses to reality to come
A place where the trauma is alive
But where the brain may not remember
But its shadows are seen on them
In their faces and their twitches
Then rude reality steps in
The terrible nightmare, the fate
It becomes real, it is horror
The terror of truth, unacceptable
A place of denial and phantom pains
A place where the mind does not want
To believe what the soul wishes
To be intact, knowing it is fantasy
Wishing it would go away, no it can't be
To awaken, to shake off this dreadful lot
Between pleading, denial, and anger
Beyond bargaining, to awaken whole
Why me, to feel guilt for sins
Atonement God's destined judgment
Pleading that it might go away
All a terrible dream, if only to arise
Anger at the doctors for doing it
Irate at the world for this great harm
A defeat in life, unsurpassable
Wanting to die, to curl up, to fade away
Life goes on, it must...
This facility cannot keep hidden
A purpose must be found...
There must be hope, there must be
Here there divulge two roads
They slowly go apart, destined so
Decisions small, directions variance
The positive way, the negative fair
To lose extremities yet climb in
A bottle, to numb the pain of living
In the destructive substances of self pity
Quitting easily, living excuses
To excell with prosthetic aid
Achieving more than if ordinary
An entirely different prospective
Knowing better true limitations
Humility of self, living in peace
Appreciative and sensing life's gifts
Knowing weakness, steadied pride
Accomplishing, obsticles crumble
Still succeeding...
Going on, going on
- Artist:Ww Ww