Finir mal [English translation]

Ending bad

Ending bad...ending bad

[1st verse]

There was my stuffs on the landing next to a message on the door:

"Take the first half, I'll ship you the rest"

So I rang till I got blisters on my fingers' tips

After two hours, I lost the hope to come back home

To live in your room at parent's

When you have already reached your 24 years old

Give you quickly the feeling that life repeats

The old posters on the wall shout "failure"

My dad has tons of new criticisms

Obviously my mum asks questions

I tell versions in my favor

In front of my friends I'm being an actor

But alone, I just let myself fall into sadness

Alone, I understand her real value

I call, I send messages every quarters

Bad number, I wanted to burn the operator

"That phone number..."

I swear I love you, I want you back, I want you to take me Back

Just a second chance

Ignorance is one of the worst pain

[chorus]

I thought I was stronger, what the hell I am doing?

There are millions of women but she is the one I think about

I thought I could forget her easily, however she haunts me

I thought I would take responsibilities of my shits, but I miss Her

Ending bad

Ending bad... bad..

[verse 2]

Tell me a few words, this is the only thing I'm asking for

Tell me you are going to send your brothers to break my legs

Insult me, tell me that my mum should have aborted

Tell me I am the worst prick who has ever walked on Earth

Why it is not as usual?

We argue, she spits on my face

I mess up with her mind in 3 minutes

The sheets console us at each dispute

To forget it's too early, all my thoughts lead back to her

Each old photo of us, give me the feeling of a bad recall

Why all the good memories were not here yet when I was Tasting the sensual pleasures?

Why the good memories did not prevent me from quenching My wrong desires

Every morning is worse than the one before

Alone for a few months, no call

But I knew I was going to loose that game

Like I was bored of being happy

[chorus]

[verse 3]

And I wander with no goal like a little autistic

Looking sad, alone facing the nature like Bear Grylls

I drink, Listen to the same discs on repeat

These old love songs that speak about living in a relationship

Let down, depressed, torn

I am in the washing machine drum: worn out

Neurons completely grilled, twisted

I look at the bottles piled up, I fill up the ashtrays

Whole days, tormented, eyes staring at the ceiling

Let me change everything, I learned the lesson

I go round and round, I go round and round, I go round and round

I completely dig myself in

I would give everything away for a time machine

• Artist:Orelsan
• Album:Le Chant des Sirènes