Addiction lyrics

[Intro]

Wouldn't wanna have it

Wouldn't wanna, wouldn't wanna have it

Wouldn't wanna have it

Wouldn't wanna, wouldn't wanna have it

[Chorus]

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh

Wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh

Wouldn't wanna have it

[Verse 1: Stract]

Slow breathing, his bones exposed seeking

Any sense of feeling so he throws his phone screaming

There's a hole in him, his heart's decomposed, there's no beating

He blows, he can't believe it so he closes the door wheezing

She knows that she won't leave him, but she goes for no reason

He sends her messages on the phone, she won't read it

He regrets what he sent her

He was unable to prevent remembering memories that they made in mid-December

He argues with himself because he knew he never meant to

Let his temper get the best of him, he knew he should have spent a

Little more time fighting through this impedimenta

He just underwent a loss of a percent of

Himself because she was the only thing that he had left of

All he ever wanted from his dreams to the extent of

Reality and fiction, he encountered a confliction

He just wrapped his head around the fact that he's addicted

[Verse 2: Stract]

Now he's numb to his senses and it's hard to unclench his

Fists because he used to sit with her on park benches

And she would oddly mend his harshly tormented

Self, she would pick up the parts of his consensus

With her and push him further in everything that he attempted

She brightened up the darkness, started feeling never ending

Now it was getting good, and it couldn't get better

But everything he did was everything that would upset her

She got tired, heartbroken, lost feelings, then she said her

Mind couldn't take it any longer, it would wreck her

His face turned blue because he knew he couldn't let her

He'd do anything to keep her but do nothing to forget her

He had flashbacks to when he met her in September

Thinking of the things he did, desperate to get her

He's out of it and now she wants to leave, he didn't let her

He said

[Chorus]

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh

Wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it

I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh

Wouldn't wanna have it

[Verse 3: Stract]

I feel like a parked car with some bombs inside the

Trunk, and it falls apart once you start it they light up

My heart feels like it's got a steel dart inside it

And my stomach's turned and twisted from the knot you tightened

A part of me feels like we should've talked about it

Because I'm lost without it, I can't walk around it

I got a cough and a headache when I thought about it, I'm sick

Sick of the fits, let's be civil, no gimmicks

It's typical, I admit it, but commit and stick with it

It's getting repetitive sitting in the pickle we've been in

For a minute, I've been feeling like a prickle in linen

A different position, beginning of an ending, I'm venting

Depending on whether or not we just amend and forget it

It's brittle, but literally, I'm missing my little vixen

I'd die for prescriptions, I'm sick, she's my timeless addiction

• Artist:Stract