Yksinäinen susi [English translation]

I open my eyes and glance at my clock

I turn my head to the left, I feel queasy

Who is that who is lying on my bed?

I crawl up, oops, I don't feel steady

The one who picks up is the one who shares everything

I stumble towards the bathroom

They are going to talk about this again

I look in the mirror, my makeup smeared

I think back on yesterday, drunken foreplays

I take a hot shower, the water shall swallow the dirt

I made a mistake again, I don't deny that

I'm washing my body, covered with sweat

but the scent stays on my skin, it becomes burnt on my spine

(refrain:)

Go away, run quickly

Don't stay at this dark burrow

Just leave, you don't need to explain

You belong with those other ones

You wake up

You smoke a cigarette, it burns my lungs

You scratch your stomach, I think: "how fucking cheap it is to come to my home and love only for a moment"

I hide my body with the towel

I'm more lonely than a wolf without a pack

That stranger wouldn't have had a chance otherwise

Eyes glance from the roof to the corners

I glance secretly at your face

and I don't remember which name goes with them

The room is stuffy and fucking dark

(refrain)

I'm searching from everywhere, I wouldn't even have to

I prefer to be a lone wolf and a recluse

than a beggar begging for acceptance

there's another person in this house but still I'm alone

I didn't ask, I didn't tell

Thinking afterwards, would have been better if I hadn't taken with me

But it doesn't matter, I have seen many like you

One face more doesn't make me unhappy

My life is to stay drunk whole night

and to be ashamed during the next morning, to let the guest go

Stay for a day or for a year, I don't care

You are disposable to me, and I am to you

I won't cry after you when you leave

If you see tears running on my cheeks

it's because you weren't any different than the others

cute on the outside, empty on the inside

With a swig I wash away your taste

I howl to the moon about my yearning

At the evening I piss away the memory of you

and continue from where I left it yesterday

(refrain)

• Artist:Mariska
• Album:Suden hetki